| Mar. 14th, 2006 @ 08:02 pm Who I really am... |
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Current Mood:  satisfied
Listening music: L.O.V.E by Ashlee Simpson
After Yulia's party, everybody is like " I didn't know that you had so good dancing skills". They are all so suprised; i suppose it's because 2 years now I haven't been so "social" in terms of talking a lot to others.
It's not that I am not social. It's just that when I came in this country, I had to start " a new life ". It was really tough for me, because I am VERY shy. I was very social at the beginning, but then some people damaged my self-esteem, so my sub-conscious mind decided to not talk to anyone. It didn't want to be humiliated, i guess.
But through time, I was talking more so now i talk to everyone about anything! I get the feeling, that people are afraid of me - I really don't know why - maybe these people can answer my question if they are reading this...
It was really difficult to type this... It reminded of two years ago, when a little girl was struggling with her english, trying to make people understand her - i still have this problem now.
I think English is never going to stop teasing me. With all this slang that's going on at school, I don't think I am going to ever learn the proper English and go to an English university some time in the future.
We 'll see what happens...
I love everyone whos reading this, I 'll see u tomorrow @ school, Maria(Mary for Leo, Marie for Tom) |